Wake up call
Look albert, after all we were just friends. Even in between there were times our relationship had become ambiguous. But still, we didn't do anything more than that. It's just some cyber chat and cyber feeling, nothing more serious than that. So just wake up now and care less about me in future. I decided to leave you alone. Let's just leave me alone as well and stay as a very normal friend, nothing more than that. Try to be more mature and sensible, kid. If not, you will result in my pain and i'll do anything to remove that away. Cos i don't like to be controlled or feel restricted. After all, im not as great as what you think, i changes over from situation that had occurred. I already said very clearly in the message, i can't stand it. So why can't you get it? I'm gonna be real serious and straight forward now. Don't expect any apology though. Move on with life, without me. Thank you.
kiss goodbye to holiday
accidentally captured this on the bus and it turned out to be... don't you find it.... nice? look like an abstract to me :)
saw this at amk's bus stop and thought that this sounds a bit off, or is it just my thinking that is off? hoho~ ^^
saw this quite some time ago~ imagine when was the last time i shared interesting pics? anyway i thought this is kinda funny too~ haha
anyone who know where to get this durian sweet, please help me smuggle a few cartons! i like it alot, taste real good man! but it is only available at malaysia :(
hahaha, took this when i was on the way to school.. one fine day. it gave me a shock initially, can you see anything amuse here? can anyone spot a 'tiger' here? :D
Singaporeans~ need i say more? believe it or not, it only took them less than 30secs to get into COMA state! and the opposite rows of people were all in COMA too~ wow.. i have a conclusion; Singaporeans will only be united when it comes to national day celebration and... this! typical typical~~
any interested buyers? limited edition, only have 5/6 of this around the world! if im not wrong the price of it is around 600k? can't remember the price man. haha.. you can look for it in my workplace at bras basah :DD
hihi everybody, it's about 2am now but i still can't sleep (for the same old reason) so decided to blog a little about what happened today~ as i doubt i'll have time to blog again when school starts. i will be filled with projects and stress for sure~ anyway today was another so so day.. well, woke up around 10pm and left house for work around 12pm. and managed to reach bras basah early this time :)) unlike the previous sunday. due to excessive x'mas parties/gathering, i woke up at 1pm when i was suppose to start work at 1pm!! was the first time man!! kinda lost but managed to stay calm, brushed, bathed, get dressed and rushed out without further delay. cabbed down but was still late for half an hour. and just 'nice' when i was taking the escalator up, boss called =.= so i eventually have to confess, felt so bad cos i'd broke my good record. anyway not much of a big deal compared to other people and other workplace that will scold/dock pay. so blessed to have such great bosses. anyway boss bought shirts from G2000 for us. but my colleague took my size so end up gimme the small sized one =.= but lucky my boss was kind enough to take it back to the shop and exchanged another one for me!! long live the boss~ haha :D
talking about today, i ended work at 630 as usual but don't feel like going home that early. so i took bus 33 from bras basah to my house area and then changed to bus 31.. wanted to visit uniqlo, see whether they still have the 'talk like an angel' tee anot.. so i ended up at tampines. but didn't see anything i want. sian~ hope the outlet at 313 will have it!
alright... the main thing i wanna say about today starts here~
while i was taking bus 10 home, i took my hp out to play cake mania since i have plenty of time to kill. then there is this indian weirdo who came and sit beside me, made alot of noise and disrupted me from my game =.= i lost the game thanks to that. dammit!! i don't know is because of his 'SMALL' bodysize or because he wanna get close to me, his body touches mine. and for the 10000.234567.34567th time! i HATE being touch by strangers, i HATE people staring at me like i owe them. so i took my G2000 shopping bag and squeezed it through the indian weirdo and me and made the action big enough like i was on purpose! so that got him upset a little but he still don't wanna get lost. anyway, i just ignored him and continue with my hp game BUT he really irritate me big time, cos from the corner of my eyes i can feel that im being watched. so i stopped my game and stared back at the indian weirdo. when he caught my stare he just look away, pretend that the direction he was looking at was beyond me. but guess what, when i looked into the reflection from the side, i saw him peeping IN me.. you know, like what's IN side my clothes! now, this really got me mad, i looked at him and around and stood up. so he shifted his body a little for me to walk out. but i wasn't satisfied, he think im stupid, wanna take advantage of me when i walk pass right. not that easy! and he is not that slim to make enough space for me to walk out also. first i said 'excuse me' he shifted a bit more but i was still upset and said 'can you please GET OUT!' then finally he moved his heavy metal butt off the seat for me to cross. and after that, i moved to the seats infront. so i guess my action and body language make everyone know about what he had done to me that makes me become like that. plus i was listening to my mp3, so my volume might be louder than usual too! HAHA
but after i changed my seats i was still NOT satisfied. super pissed off. this kinda pervert should not be let out to roam streets and irritate people. well, i just HATE people who are irritating. so to girls out there, beware of this tall-built-fat indian guy with curly hair, wearing a black tee shirt, with glasses and carries a haversack. he boarded the bus somewhere from tampines and alighted at simpang bedok. oh ya, he mumble and sing to himself too! BEWARE of this weirdo!! (angry face*)
at times i can be narcissistic too! haha! but MOST of da time i think im just plain boring/ugly looking :(
alright i shall end my post here, the time now is 3am! gonna try to get some rest or at least save some electricity for goodness sake! will update again when i have the time or when there's interesting things/vids to share ;) and don't worry, my lesson starts at 1pm every monday!! cheers :D
ps: i will not waste time and will not look back at 2009 ever again. or at least try to, regarding ANY unhappy issues :) world peace!
there is no such thing as happy
hello everybody, gonna do a quick update again before i start school on monday :) sooo, it's new year right. wonder how i spend my last day of 2009?
gonna keep it short and sweet:
1. met mulyadi at 7pm and waited for 2 of his indo friends till 8pm. had dinner at botak jones~
2. shopped around orchard till 10pm. bought a white top from Mango as they were having SALE!
3. walked to plaza sing where they wanna play l4d there and they were gonna club at zirca later so i opted out.
4. went off alone to meet hongwei, wenquan and some other peeps at bugis.
5. waited for them till 11++ as they were LATE =.=
6. had trouble looking for a shop in haji lane that provide shisha BECAUSE the peeps that hongwei brought along were mostly under-aged!! HAHA
7. so we didn't do any sort of countdown thanks to that as we spent the time looking for shisha place.
8. finally settled down in a shop when it was 12.04 i guess.
9. they ordered shisha, chilled beer and iced peach tea. and iced peach tea was the ONLY thing i tried there. so not to worry.
10. left the place when it was 1am, wasted some time waiting for cab but still managed to reach home BEFORE 2am :)
so the bottom line was i spent my last day of 2009.. waiting.. most of da time.
the one thing that i HATE most but my friends does it without fail.
anyway since it's new year let's not bear any grudges ;D and see what my new year resolution is:
1. study hard for my final year and get my diploma.
2. after graduating from NYP, i will find a cabin crew job.
3. i will keep fit and healthy by exercising and more exercising!
4. save money to buy i touch.
5. save money to upgrade my phone.
6. think of gift ideas for my beloved friends who are turning 21.
7. pick up a new language. jap perhaps~
8. pick up a music instrument. guitar perhaps~
9. learn to smile and try to smile MORE :) :) :) :) :)
10. stay carefree! (provided that i can met all the 9 resolution mentioned above)
yeah, hope that wasn't too much im asking for..
not like im asking for all the love and wealth in the world what! HAHA!
and if given a choice, i would want to stay/work in a foreign country. escape from the 'well' and learn/meet new things/people.
sounds corny but i want to be in a world without strangers. i want to be free!
last request
whenever i feel like sharing something with him, something will just pop up to my mind and hinder me from any further action made to him. like how i said i won't disturb him anymore and how thankful his reply was. i was always a man women of my words. so can anyone teach me what to do? when you keep thinking of that person BUT you don't even know if it's worth the time and energy. you know you have more important things to take care of and shouldn't really waste the energy. as i know there's a saying that goes.. "if there is something you don't want in your life, stop thinking and stop talking about it. cos the more you do it, more energy is being put in and that keep it alive".. BUT then again, you don't know why.. the last thing on your mind before you go to sleep is him, the first thing in the morning that goes to your mind is him again. as long as im sober ill think of him. and if i were to dream it will be about him again. can you believe it? driving people crazy. BUT then again, i ask myself "you don't even know this person well enough, haven't meet for ages. what is it that you can think of about him right?" it makes me wonder too. perhaps cyber feelings are bad for my health. and i don't know who i can talk to about this matter too. and even if i do, it's still ME myself that i have to convince. and the best advice i always get without fail will be "don't think too much" =.=
ps: gonna meet some indo friends for dinner at town soon~ count down at clark quay perhaps :)
10.. 9.. 8.. 7.. 6.. 5.. 4.. 3.. 2.. 1......................happynewyear.............................................. ZERO!! 2010 don't run!
look at shit through each others' eyes
hello everybody! here's a quick short update about me... im doing fine as usual. currently having 2 weeks of school holiday. been meeting up with different group of peeps during christmas festive periods, as you can see from my facebook's profile. so, you guys can refer to my facebook's photo to check up on my where-abouts during these days. cos i won't be uploading pics to my blog, unless it's a very special occasion which i would want to share it in my blog. yup yup.
basically, im on my study path for year 3 now (for those who don't know/forget, it's aftermath of fyp & iap) had alot of projects on hand, been struggling hard with them. and most of my classmates from my class (would never regard any as friend, bear-that-in-mind) are very selfish. esp those listed in the director's list. they would not want to share any tips they have on hand, moreover scold those who shared it with them and with you again. from my observation, there's an increasing rate of people becoming like that in my class.
but that was not the worst part, the worst part was...
im becoming like one of them.
very sad to say, it really makes me hate myself alottttttttttttt! as i felt guilty after this incident...
Bclassmate got some precious tips from Aclassmate but Aclassmates warned Bclassmates not to shared it with anyone else. however Bclassmate was still kind enough to let the tips out to Cclassmate and Cclassmate was also warned about sharing the tips with anyone else. Cclassmate was hesitating, don't know whether to share it with D,E,F,G,Hclassmates. cos Cclassmate promised Bclassmate and wouldn't want to break that trust they had. but Cclassmate feels guilty because she realise that by doing so, there is no difference between herself and Aclassmate, which she disliked due to A's selfishness from the beginning.
yes, im that Cclassmate in this scenerio...... i think i need more time to forget about this matter to end the guilty feeling within me. oh, btw, believe it or not, the tips ended up in the trash bin (haven't study any of it at all) out of guiltyness. though it doesn't help to ease my guiltyness, cos i didn't want to hide any untold secrets but i still did. =.= so im trying to say it out here, but i doubt any of the ABCDEFGH will come across this post though.
and i believe ALL (past & present) this will come to an end soon... how soon will that be? in 3 months time! not that im looking forward to it but im looking forward to whats beyond... a future that was laid before you right after you were born. MY FUTURE! :)
ps: going back to school in an hour or so for some badminton sessions with some nyp freaks :D anybody who need a sports companion can come and look for me ;D
